Hermetic Laboratory

    June 23, 2021 The second time traversing the path was that of joy.  The realization was Realization.  The dead aspects of the self came to life - that which I thought I lost or forgotten began to return.  A sense of return to the work, to my life's path... every act, every new bit of knowledge felt like an opening of a box, a container, a coffin which contained an idea I had forgotten... including this work. mostly during daily meditations, a flood of memories it helped elucidate the idea from The World - that all things are a reflection of a "higher" thing - as above so below - and then the process of digging deeper into things - anything - from hardware components of dell poweredge servers to current and ancient history - each dig into the origin and source is an opening of a coffin.

 The World How interesting it is to look back when I finished at this point in March of 2018. More will be added later as this path unfolds. The way out is not the same as the way in. The way back in is not the same as the way out. Even when using the same doorway. June 6, 2021 it was necessary to prolong this path two extra weeks - but the effort paid off.  On the last day of the 2nd two week cycle the meaning of the path finally revealed itself.  As I was considering it to be the first stage of transcending מלכות this path is activated by the awareness that all observable things, all phenomena, all processes in the universe are reflections of a transcendent "thing".  All that we see is  a pointer, a reference to an archetypal idea. Its the idea of the analogy that as 3 dimensional objects leave a 2 dimensional shadow, 4 dimensional objects leave a 3 dimensional shadow - our world. The world that we live, move, and "exist" in is a shadow of.... what? This ...

https://youtu.be/Bp8aP6pJB1Y  1hr/day 5days week to exercise mind take a completely blank sheet of paper on top write your present, primary goal, clearly and simply write 20 ideas on improving what you now do,  (your work) 20 possible ways in which the activity that fills your day can be improved

Hyatt's mood meter consists of a vector of 3 parameters each ranging from 0-7: Energetic 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Tense Alert     0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Tired Kindly    0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Mean I think that he just threw together these states for the user to rearrange and figure out how to use them... those are not the actual spectrum markers. One thing that gives away the erroneous nature of this meter is that one can be both energetic and tense at the same time. So here's the 4 parameter vector that I constructed from these and added some of my own: Wake         0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Sleep Energy       0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Tiredness Relaxation   0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Tension Kindness     0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Meanness that's all. Next revision: ~October 10, 2019 Awake      0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Sleep Energy     0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Lethargy Relaxation 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Tension...

There is a madness in the ancient slavic language and alphabet, knows as Bukvitza (Буквица) a madness hinted upon in legends of the Hebrew Kabbalah, in the dread Necronomicon, ancient Egyptian pictograms, Chinese hieroglyphs, Latin, Sanskrit, Etruskan, Norse runes, Enochian, ... Like the mad arab Abdul Alhazred, I've reluctantly and with horror came to the realization that the underlying structure of all the languages mentioned above is ancient slavic. There is no claim no legend and no concrete evidence that ancient slavic was

the game is played everywhere... what is the game? the game is pretending that it's all real. there are many levels to the game the one i am on mostly is the game of mental and physical states from there i navigate and direct... or so i think... the primary struggles are 1. to stay awake 2. to stay awake 3. to stay awake which makes me unaware or unconscious of the game that's played based on these things.